and again

I will kill You
I will kill You
and You will still love Me

I will weigh on your lungs
the pressure of my pressence
drawing out your last breaths

I am the maggot crawling
on your open wounds
your arms nailed down
you cannot swipe me away

i feast on your blood and pain
my life existing from your death
i live only because
your death will sustain me

I will kill You
I will kill You
and You will still love Me

and your blood will be spilt
in some other place across all time
my feet, my hands, my whole bruised body
bathing in it's righteous glory

i will cause your pain
i will be your disappointment
i won't be good enough
and then i'll mess up again

and then, as i am told to leave
as i am told i ruined my chance at paradise
you will rise up, bloodied
weak, and in all likelyhood weary

you will rise up
and say that i am one of yours
and you will lie on an alter
and die again for me

I have killed You
and I have killed You
and I have kiilled You again