Three Kinds of Mentoring
I've been thinking a lot lately about mentoring.  How it should work, what the purpose is, etc etc. When I mentioned some of this to my friend Shawn about how I'm trying to figure out what mentoring means and how to intentionally vs naturally mentor someone he asked: "What are you mentoring him for?"  Currently, I think there are three areas of my life that I need mentors and, as well, should be mentoring someone else:
  1. Spiritually
  2. Professionally
  3. Relationship (Marriage)
I'm of the school of thought that we shouldn't simply take in knowledge without being able to give out to other people as well.  I've found many times that when I'm talking to someone about what I believe or trying to give advice, it's the first time I ever put some of those thoughts or ideas into words.  As I get older, however, I continue to learn how young I am... and, often, feel a touch inadequate to be some sort of "mentoring giant" that has much of worth to pass down.  But it's important to try anyways. There are a few times in the past where I've felt mentored, even if it was "unofficial" or even unintentional.  Dr Hurtgen from my undergrad has taught me much more than he knows.  Steve Ayers taught me how to be confident that what I know is, in fact, what I know.  Leonard Sweet has been an inspiration to think differently and given me much more of his time than I would have ever expected. Of course, I hardly talk with any of them anymore.  I haven't even talked with Steve since I graduated...  but they were still mentors in their own ways. In the area of relationships, Shawn and Leslie took us under their wing and hung out with Ashley and I as we were figuring out what dating, being engaged, and then being married meant.  Their mentorship was different; it wasn't relaying information or trying to prove certain things to us... they let us into their lives, were our friends, and let us see how their relaitonship worked as well as the struggles they went through.  It's been painful as time, busyness, and circumstances have seen our relationship drift a bit further than any of us would like. Professionally, when I first came to LifeWay, James Jackson tried to take me under his wing and help me adjust to professional life.  He gave great advice for the time - to orbit the corporate hairball.  More recently I've found a mentor who doesn't even know I exist, Robert Scoble.  I'd definately like to meet him someday, just to pick his brain a bit and tell him thanks for all the advice he's unknowingly given me. So, I have all these mentors of various capacities... but none of them are the kind that we talk about in the church.  I don't meet with someone once a week (or even once a month) to just sit down and learn from/learn with.  The closest person I have in that capactiy is Matt Tullos, who has been a professional and spiritual mentor, but he's leaving LifeWay to pastor a church, so I know things will change and I've already been seeing him less.  So maybe I need to redefine what I'm looking for in these mentorship roles:
  1. Spiritual: I think I'm actually looking more for a rabbi here.  Someone like Christ was to the Disciples.  Typically I think this would be the pastor of whatever church you're going to.  I love Gary, and he's a great teacher... but he has had his hands too full with actually running Mosaic.  Where's a wise old sage when you need one?
  2. Professional: I love the way that Penelope Trunk persues professional mentoring.  She unashemedly says that you must have one.  I would love to have more intentional mentors both inside and outside of LifeWay.  John Porcaro has been great at helping me understand marketing through our brief conversations and I hope to continue to be able to learn from him... I'm not sure who I can learn from about doing video conversion and such, which is my new daily job.  Or do I not look at today's job, but towards tomorrow's?  Is there a better word for this, or is "mentor" the most appropriate?
  3. Relationships: This is a tricksy one.  I think the best way to learn is by being open about your marital relationship with other people - couples, married, and singles all included.  I love that we've grown closer to to Kris/Laura and Benji/Lesie.  I do wish we had older couple to learn from as well, though.  This is the hardest to seek out, I think... because just like a relationship, this has to happen naturally.  Perhaps this is just best defined as close friends?
And what about being a mentor myself?  I don't want to be just taking things in... I want to give back.  I love the fact that Ashley and I have the honor of leading a small group.  I think the connection we've had in that community has been amazing.  It's a chance to be open, honest, and do a little bit of teaching with people that we truly love and that I know love us.  I think I'm doing the best at giving back spiritually. What about professionaly?  Am I even far enough along in my career to truly make a difference for someone?  I think this is where I'm able to maybe help some of the many colelge students at our church.  There are so many things that I simply didn't know/understand going into my first job out of college that I wish someone had prepped me for. Relationships?  This is an area that Ashley and I are very passionate about... perhaps too much so.  I think a lot of people misunderstood our excitement about being loved and loving others as being matchmakers or even gossips.  I've stepped away from trying to help others in this area, perhaps a little too far.  It's tough to find the balance in these things that  you are passionate about lie. Alas... my lunch break is about over.  I guess this post is probably just an opening salvo in what will be quite a while of me figuring out what these different kinds of mentoring mean.  If you're reading this, feel free to chime in.  I've got a feeling that mentoring and the issues thereof is going to be a theme for me this year...
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Chandra Bennett and YOU
I first met Chandra when I was working with LifeWay's Customer Service tool, RightNow.  I had to train her on how to use the system as she was taking over the responsibilities for LifeWay's Extra, an online help for our Sunday School lessons.  My wife got to work with her extensively during the quarters she wrote for Extra, as Chandra was her editor.

Chandra is the editor for LifeWay's new YOU curriculum, a part of our new African-American initiative.  I wanted to interview her because I'm quite excited that LifeWay is reaching out from our traditional material style and trying to be more multi-cultural with our products.  The YOU curriculum is still a ways off (Fall of 2008), but Chandra already had some proofs she was able to show off.  I'm really excited to see what comes out of this team, and how they pave the way for us to be more relevant to other ethnicities.

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John Garner and RecLab
One of the first people that I got to really develop a relationship with here at LifeWay, outside of he Fuge employees, was John Garner.  John had me come out to the Rec Lab event three years in a row to help create and run the media and sound.  It was quite the trip, with Andy Woods joining me in 2004 and Andy and Kevin Spratt in 2005.  In 2005 I almost died... have I told that story on here yet?Anyhow, John Garner is one of my favorite ministry people because he is so undeniably full of passion for God and life.  There is no question that he believes in he ministry potential for games, team-building, and fun.  I may not be able to connect with hunting or basketball... but talking to John and hearing his story and passion almost made me want to go to Rec Lab again, just to see him get excited.  John is one of the most genuine souls I know, and  it was an honor and fun to get to sit down with him for our little conversation.[kyte.tv appKey=MarbachViewerEmbedded&uri=channels/30228/85592&embedId=10039539&locale=en]
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the tension of gift-giving
In my circle of online blogging friends, there is a distinct trend calling for a change in how we do Christmas.  Ariah consistently makes me ponder my spending, and Sam lets me know that Christmas is not my birthday.  But... I like giving presents.  And I like receiving presents.  For me, it's not selfish thing or a materialist thing... it's the way I express love and receive love best.Before Ashley moved out here, part of her "required reading" was the 5 Love Languages.  I have purchased, given and recommended this book than any other.  For me it is one of the foundational books that we should read to better understand our fellow humans.  The book describes five ways we give and receive love:
  • Gift Giving
  • Physical Touch
  • Acts of Service
  • Quality Time
  • Words of Affirmation
Of these, my top two are gift giving and physical touch.  So, for me, giving and receiving gifts at Christmas time is an overload of fun, excitement and love spread throughout a series of chances to say in little (and big) ways... I love you.
Now, Sam encourages people to give better gifts.  What he means by this is give someone a gift that truly helps them or helps someone else.  My wife has embraced this and did a decent portion of her shopping this Christmas at the The Hunger Site.  For everything she purchased there it benefitted the actual people who made the scarves or ornaments, as well as giving food to various people groups through her purchase.
But... I struggle with giving those kinds of gifts.  I honestly do.
I wish I could be noble in that way.  I wish I could buy a water buffalo or some life-changing thing like that.  Instead, I take my time and seek out a gift that shows the person: "Hey, I get you.  I know your likes, your dislikes, and what it is you want."  Can't I let my gifts this one day be about what they want instead of some practical thing that they need?I love tension.  It creates opportunities for conversation and expansion of thought.  And, for some people, buying food to help a family in Africa is exactly the gift that they would want, and I would be happy to give that to them.  But that's the key... I want to give me friends and chosen family gifts that they want, and that I want them to have.
Last week we had a Christmas gathering for our small group.  I was so excited to be able to find little gifts for everyone to show them I cared.  Because Ashley and I are more financially stable than we've ever been in life, I was able to splurge and spend more on my family that I ever have in the past... looking under the tree at the gifts we had gotten my dad, sister and their spouses lit up my own eyes with excitement.  I couldn't wait for them to open what we had gotten them.
And this Christmas... oh how excited I am.  For the past few months (since August) I have been buying my wife little gifts here and there.  I've abstained from buying myself toys or video games or what not so I could spend extra on her.  As she opens each present, my memories will come to life at the joy I had in buying her this thing or that thing, thinking to myself, "she'll love this!" or "i wonder if she'd like that" or "this gift...  she'll open this present with that present..." or "i can wrap this that way".  For months I've had these secret moments of joy that I got to hide from my wife and on Christmas she will open an outpouring of months of love, thought and sacrifice.
Of course, being a gift-giver, that's how I see it.  It doesn't matter if it's a movie or a book or some random gag gift just to get a reaction... it's a neatly wrapped message that says "I love you."I would love to give gifts that were "better" gifts like Sam says.  But to me... we should be doing stuff like that on a regular, sacrificial basis.  For Christmas I want the gifts I give to be about that person.  From me to them, for them.  I know, I know... they won't always think of me when they play a certain game, eat from a certain bowl or use some random gardening tool.  But when I see it lying around their house I'll know what it meant.  I'll know that, in my language, I said "I love you" the best way I could. 
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so... about that novel
what can i say?  life got in the way, and it wasn't meant for me to write a full length novel in the month of November.  However, thanks to NaNoWriMo, I've got a great start with some great ideas and a few chapters to build off of.  I will see this to completion, even if it's a few months away.  At this point, I'm thinking I might even take a few days of vacation spattered here and there to work on it. In doing things like this, I like to know what all the possibilities are.  If I'm going to write this thing; poor my time, energy and ideas into a manuscript... then I want to make sure that there's at least a chance that someone will discover it and enjoy it.  I've done some minimal research and found that, at the very least, there is one place I will be able to publish it: Amazon Digital Shorts More likely, however, I would put it for publishing through Amazon's digital services, which would allow a different pricing structure.  Either way, this will allow the manuscript to be read on a Kindle... which... would be very fitting (if you've read the first chapter).  I would like to firmly state that the manuscript did begin before the Kindle was released/publically known about. So on my quest for information regarding my publishing options, I got a chance this past week to meet with David Webb of B&H Publishing House.  I was quite pleased to get to know him; he seemed to be a genuinely nice guy who is as passionate about books as my wife is.  It didn't hurt that he had artwork from an Alex Ross calendar or a Worf mug in his office, either.  What I liked about Webb is that he told it to me straight: there isn't much room for sci-fi in the CBA market. Seeing as I'm getting my MBA, I was actually quite interested in his perspectives on the market, as well as the future plans for the B&H fiction line, in general.  I found it amazing how much the market is geared toward women... as most faith-based products are nowadays.  Why aren't men buying faith-based entertainment? We talked briefly about the struggles I would have with writing a Christian-based sci-fi novel, but he also offered some like a group of authors who recently went on tour promoting their sci-fi and fantasy work.  Webb was very encouraging when we got to the end of the conversation, as we both agreed that sci-fi was a great place to explore faith.  Being followers of Christ allows us one constant - that God is and always will be God.  So even if I place my story 100,000 years in the future... God is still God.  And that allows me a world of creativity. So I now have two assignments:
  1. Finish the novel
  2. Write the pitch
The pitch is going to be interesting... but I think I might tackle most of it first.  There are some things they are looking for that I hadn't really thought out yet.  And, the pitch does include the full synopsis.  It might be good to decide how my story ends... even though I prefer to discover it along the way. So... about that novel.  I'm still working on it.  Maybe you'll get to buy it someday.
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Craig Webb and LifeWay.com/pastor
One of my first days here in the new office, my friend Craig Webb called me into his office to help with a power point presentation he was posting online.  I was confused as to what he was doing and what the actual intent was... and I found out that we apparently offer a bunch of free sermon outlines and power point presentations to go with them online.  Part of Craig's job is to get the sermon outlines from pastors across the nation, and create a resource bank for our pastors to use.I was a bit stumped that I've worked here for five years and never knew about some of the free resources we offer, so I made it a point to get Craig on film talking about it.  This video ended up becoming a video intro for the entire pastor's area.  [kyte.tv appKey=MarbachViewerEmbedded&uri=channels/30228/84903&embedId=10030592&locale=en]
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Chad Jordan and LifeMatters
In the first video I did for LifeWay Conversations, I spoke with Chad Jordan, editor of LifeMatters for the Threads line of products.  It was  actually great to get to sit down with Chad and talk about the new product, as it is a drastic change in the presentation style for LifeWay's dated/ongoing studies.  What I didn't know when I went in to talk with him was that he actually had a copy of next quarter's materials as well he got to show off.  I'm not sure how well it translates to video, but the style and design are simply stellar. In all honesty, now that I've seen the materials and where the Threads team is going with all this, Ashley and I are considering starting a Sunday morning study at our church, just to use these materials. [kyte.tv appKey=MarbachViewerEmbedded&uri=channels/30228/84682&embedId=10030237&locale=en]
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LifeWay Conversations
So... I recently got a new job, working as a Digital Media Producer for LifeWay.  What that means is that I will get to prepare our normal content for online delivery, including audio, video, and print.  This is something I've been doing for LifeWay in iTunes for over two years now, but this new position will have me doing it for all of LifeWay.com.  Needless to say, I'm excited. As a part of this new position, I'll also get to be creating some original content.  While we're still in the process of creating the necessary digital workflow, I've taken my downtime to drop in on people's offices and get them to talk about what they're working on.  The videos are then placed throughout LifeWay.com... I've already got several of them out there. So, you might see some (all?) of the videos show up on my blog here, just to keep you updated with what I'm working on here.  I figure a little video wouldn't hurt to spice up the site, too.  Enjoy, and try to give me some feedback on if I should collect them all here, or keep the blog and my LifeWay work separate.  Thanks!
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words for worship
Last Sunday, I got to partake in worship at my church in a way that I never have before; I got to help lead with the worship band. I don’t sing or play any instrument, though. Instead, I got to read. Now, that may not sound innovative or different or special. I mean, I’ve read scripture before in services… pastors usually read quotes and what not… but this was a little bit different. It was more of a spoken word piece, where the band played music and I read along, integrated into it. For example, I read this piece while the band played the song “Breathe Me” by Sia (and was sung by my wife… which was awesome to get to partake in leading worship with her, btw). Integrating the two just… worked. continued
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now contributing at...
I'm now contributing at the digital.leadnet.com blog.  I got to interact with it's curator, DJ Chuang after the Q Conference earlier this year (I really need to finish up my series on that... where did my notes go?) and, in an effort to be a little more intentional with my time, mentioned contributing for him at the site.  He took me up on the offer, and there we go!I'll probably keep up with those posts here the same way I do with my Threads posts... give a teaser and then let you click on through if you're interested.  So, without further ado, my first digital.leadnet post! *** I attend a church with a lot of artists - singer/songwriters, video producers, and actual painters/illustrators. Throughout our Sunday Mornings we often try to find ways to utilize them in some form or fashion during the worship service, so they have a time and place to give back some of their talents to God. However, we also have some technical-minded people: programmers, database analysts, and web designers. It doesn't always seem fair that they don't get to find an outlet for their skills and talents to be used for worship or discipleship. click for the rest  
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i'm way behind (and a preview of Chapter 7)
oi - I am way behind on the novel.  I currently sit at 3,689 words.  I'm supposed to be done with about 10,000 by now.  My first two days were strong, but then Saturday I filmed a wedding for 5 hours, and Sunday I had lot of homework (and a little Christmas shopping for Ashley) to do.  Last night I managed to get over my first bit of Writer's Block and jumped from the end of Chapter 2 on to Chapter 7.  Which means, at some point, I'll have to go back and fill in a lot of the details. I've put a preview of Chapter 7 after the break.

The door opened, like a slow castle gate being drawn in.  This asteroid they were on was clearly a prison, and what lay beneath the surface was the grand mystery.

The matter of sending convicts off planet was not a new one.  On Earth, sending prisoners to the moon became a regular activity fairly quickly after the moon tourism began.  In order to bring the cost to their customers down, many space tourism companies brokered deals with the government to transport prisoners to the moon in exchange for a sizable amount of money.  The private guests were never any the wiser, until a malfunction let loose a prisoner once... and he killed the all the guests and crew.

This event allowed the space tourism industry to form true space imprisonment services.  The government still needed to ship high profile convicts off planet, but regulations said that the prisoners could not travel with citizens.  As such, the fees for space imprisonment sky-rocketed, and fueled the growth of space-related business.  The space imprisonment research went largely unchecked because the cargo was, in fact, people that were needed to be gotten rid of.

Eventually, as the moon was populated by normal citizens, the prisoners needed to be moved off planet again.  And so, even before the 3000s, prisoners were being shipped to asteroids where convict cities were developed.  Living on a floating asteroid, in a man-made city of convicts, would be enough tension to drive any prisoner insane.  They were constantly monitored, but it was all done remotely.  If something went wrong in a convict city, it would take years to travel to the asteroid in the early days.

It was clear that something had gone wrong here.

Jabin was the first to puke.  He was a researcher.  He wasn’t some grand space cowboy, travelling the open sectors.  This was the furthest he’d ever been away from home; as far as he knew convict cities were a myth.  Opening the door to go beneath the surface, three long decayed bodies fell out, one touching Jabin.  His puke covered the corpse.

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Chapter 1: High Priority News

Sol was a news filter, or sorts.

By this time in human history, Universes had been populated by space-faring dynasties of men.  A constant flow of information was at everyone’s fingertips, but someone had to prioritize it.  Sol came from a long line of news filters; his family was one of the major dynasties in their universal sector.  News filters would analyze all of the incoming messages, feeds and stories and filter their relevance to various ideas, tags and themes.

To say that Sol’s profession was to be a news filter would be principally inaccurate.  He was, in fact, a news filter.  So naturally skilled he was at the profession that he had an almost “sixth sense” about the accuracy and importance of an article from even the briefest scan of it.  The average scan of a thousand word document by a filter was no more than thirty seconds.  Sol’s average was twenty-three seconds.  Seven seconds is time and time is, as they say, money.

The news filters would receive their feeds directly through the neural net.  Over the years humans adapted to the numerous airwaves spread into the air around them.  Some might call it evolution, but no one in Sol’s time would think such thoughts.  No one in Sol’s time could – yes, I said could, not would - even imagine a human mind not being able to intercept the neural net.  It had, after all, been nearly 100,000 years since the first radio waves were broadcast.  Not that they kept track of things like that.

As the news data came to Sol’s attention, he would scan it and pull out the obvious connections.  As a game, he liked to try and pull a few phrases out that a lesser news filter wouldn’t catch.  He had an affinity for stories about authors and always sought to pair social data with musicians.  Sol thought of himself as playing with data like an artist might play with sound.  If he could give the true artists some exposure by tagging a possibly relevant social issue with their name, then so be it.

Because of his family name, their ongoing dynasty, Sol did receive special treatment.  It wasn’t anything to be ashamed of, like we might be today.  For as powerful of name that Sol had, it was an honor to even been seen associated with Sol.  Dynasties and names mean quite a bit more in this time and place than they might to you and me.

Sol was often called upon to help filter and tag the “special” stories.  The kind that don’t always fit into the traditional models of data broadcast.  For example, Sol might help decide whether the discovery of yet another planet was worthwhile news or not.  Or, news from a neighboring sector might occasionally need to be rebroadcast.  Sol would help run the analytics to judge whether or not the members of his sector’s neural net would care about the information or – more, perhaps more practically – if any significant number in the population even would recognize the neighboring sector’s name.

Even these special filtering assignments could be done from the comfort of his workplace.  Sol was so in tuned with the neural net that is took his aide, Claris, actually physically touching him to gain his attention.

“Sol,” she said.

Sol responded to her in his head, asking “What?”  Of course, Claris did not hear him – she wasn’t some kind of mind reader.  The two blankly stared at each other, each respectfully awaiting the other’s reply.

Looking into someone’s eyes was not a typical affair for Sol.  He talked in person with people so seldom that he had forgotten how deep an iris can go.  Claris politely looked into his deep, blue eyes as well.  She quietly wondered how his left one had been shattered so many years ago.  It took Sol several uncomfortable moments before he realized he hadn’t actually spoken.

“I’m sorry, Claris.  You wanted me?”

Claris smiled and bowed her head ever so slightly, “Not I, sir.  You are wanted in the physical services department.”  Sol smiled awkwardly at Claris, and rose to leave.  Sol was quite a bit taller than Claris, and looked down at her from his height.  Having just tapped him on the shoulder to gain his attention, Claris was close to Sol.  Too close, perhaps.

Sol looked down at Claris.  Her hair was red, her eyes the same.  Her skin was fair, with a faint glimmer of silver.  She was fit for her age, and still beautiful.  Her hair was full – she seldom used the neural net.  Sol’s companionship with Maria – his current wife – was nearing the end of its season.  As was tradition, during the final year of a seasonal marriage, the man and wife were to have no physical contact.  Standing up, in front of a non-moving Claris, was the closest he had been to woman in several moons.  But Claris isn’t all that important to our story, just yet.

Sol walked into the physical services department to find it empty.  Perhaps the meeting hadn’t started yet.  On the table in front of him was an odd looking thing that seemed to have some sets of symbols on it.  It was rectangular in shape, and had a height of maybe six inches.  It was rectangular in shape, with the symbols marked in the center.  Had Sol been born some ninety-thousand years ago, he might have known it as an ancient relic called a book.   As it was, the device was decidedly foreign to him.  There was no word for book in his language.

“We’ve been able to decipher only the smallest portion of this object,” came the low voice of Sol’s filtering mentor, Silas from the Name Brin.  Silas was the captain of Sol’s filtering team.  Having worked the filtering role for over three hundred years, Silas had more experience than Sol could imagine.  Sol’s career as a filter would never last that long for his name was too rich to be just a filter.

“You’re going to be working on this project for me,” said Brin.  “You’re going to be working on this in secret.  We will inform your peers that you have been promoted and are working from your homespace.”

“What project?  What is this device?”

“You’re the best we have.  We know this object is important; it is unique.  Someone went to great lengths to get this in our hands and we cannot let anyone know we have it until we know what kind of threat it holds to our society.”

“Threat?  We haven’t had a threat in year.  The first father –“

“This is a threat, and should be treated as such.  We have been able to decipher the meaning of these symbols, Sol.”

“What does they mean?”

“Loosely translated, they mean ‘the Good News’.”

“Good news?  How can that be?  News is just data, Silas.”

“I know.  Why someone would seek to suggest that news is good is beyond foolishness.”

“Could you have deciphered it wrong?  Perhaps is means ‘High Priority News’.”

Silas looked away from Sol, struggling to contain his emotion: “We don’t make mistakes, Sol.  What we have, on this table, in this very room, is no mistake, or joke, or matter to take lightly.  If there is such thing as Good News, then we have it here, in this room, with us.  We must find out what that means.”

“What it means?  How?”

Silas walked slowly to this inanimate object, this device that carried such an ominous message.  Silas turned and watched Sol’s face contort with confusion as he took the top of this device and pull the top open, only to do so again, and again; what we simple people might call turning pages.

“There is a mystery of symbols contained in this device, and we don’t even know what it is.  You are going to help us discover the Good News, Sol of the Name Book.”

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Words of Sol: It is as it always has been
It is as it always has been The Name is constant, the name is You Honor follows honor, just as grief follows gried It is as it always has been It was as it always was Our Name had trickled down the ages How many lives have known our Name? It was as it always was He is as He always has been He is still alive, He is still the root His Name is why I am who I am He is as He always has been I am not who I always was I have brought shame to our Name My Father, and my unborn Son I am not who I always was
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upon writing a novel
a few days ago, self-friend Ariah posted a blog about November being National Novel Writing Month.  I've been meaning to get some more writing out of my system, and the encouragement of knowing there are hundreds of people doing the same thing at the same time has led me to bite the bullet (hooray for mob mentality!). The goal for myself, Ariah, and hundreds of other people is to write a 50,000 word novel in the month of November.  I'm not sure if I'm doing this for the creative/social experience or because I (apparently) love punishment so much. This is also one of the reasons I posted the short story yesterday.  Translating the comic script i wrote a few months ago into a short story was a test to see how much I could write during lunch.  The short story was written over two 45-minute periods... the story is 1900 words long, so I should be able to average 1000 words an hour.  At that rate, I would need to work at least an hour and forty minutes a day. Oh, why did i just break that down to myself like that. Other November projects: 1) Be a good husband 2) Run with the dogs at least twice a week 3) Work a full time job 4) Develop and lead lessons for our small group 5) Finish up my Intro to Future Studies Master's class 6) Develop Nathan Jey's website 7) Film and edit a wedding 8) Finish Halo 3 (only one level left!) Yup, I'm a glutton for punishment.  There might be some occasional updates here on the blog, or even some sample chapters and what not.  Please take some time to comment on them... I'll need some encouragement during this sprint/marathon of writing!
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the sun was jealous of the moon (comic script version)
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Journal:  My name is Carlos, and I am the last living human.

Over the shoulder view from Carlos on the moon looking at a scorched, destroyed Earth.

 

Pages 2 & 3

Journal:  I had a beautifully horrific view of the destruction.  The Sun set out a solar flare that was immense, like a whip trailing across our little Universe.  When the flare made contact with Earth, it was with such precision one might have thought the Sun was jealous of the moon’s eternal dance with our world.  The flare cracked upon the Earth, destroying it.  I saw it all happen; I watched the destruction of my homeworld happen in a flash, before humanity had a chance to say a prayer.

 

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Journal:  Life as the final human has been surprisingly mundane.  I have enough rations to last another three years, so I won’t be dying anytime soon.  Unless, of course, I decide to release the oxygen tanks.  I’ve thought about it.

 I spent a week burying each of my companions.  They didn’t last very long out here.  We never got along too well anyhow.  Who am I writing this for?

Page 5

Carlos sitting on a moon rock, playing tic-tac-toe against himself.  In the distance we see some objects in the sky, flying towards the moon.  Carlos notices them, as they get closer, and starts to run.

 

Page 6

Spalsh page of Carlos running, with human bodies slamming the moon all around him.

 

Page 7

Carlos takes cover under the his moon base/ship and the bodies start to slow down.

Carlos speaking: Bodies.

 

Page 8 & 9

Carlos begins to walk around the bodies, inspecting them.

Carlos:  Hello?  Is anyone alive?

Carlos: Mary? Dad?

Carlos: Oh please, someone be alive.  Please, what’s your name? Please?

Carlos falls weeping on a charred body.

 

Page 10

Carlos looks up.

Carlos: Thank you, God.

We see the shadow of a person walking towards Carlos.

Calros: Please be real, please be real

We get a close up of a hand touching Carlos’s spacesuit, where his chin would be… the hand seems to be on fire.

 

Page 11

Splash page of the female personification of the Sun.  Well… Carlos’s delusion of the personification of the sun.

Sun: Hello, Carlos.  I’ve come to save you.

Carlos: Save me?

Sun: I love you, Carlos.  I am the Sun, and I take what I want.

Carlos: Why me?

 

Page 12-13

Conversation between the Sun and Carlos

Sun: There were too many humans.  I just wanted you, Carlos.

Carlos: But I’m no one special.  Why am I the last to live?

Sun: You’re a survivor, Carlos.  You must be special if you still live.  Don’t you love me?

Carlos: Love you?

Sun: Yes, Carlos.  Love me. You’re the last human to live… surely you know what love is.  Surely you want to love and be loved.  Isn’t that what humanity is all about?

The Sun begins to walk away.

Carlos:  Please don’t let me die alone.

Sun:  Come love me, Carlos.

 

Page 14

Carlos walks on the charred bodies, trying to follow the Sun who is walking out of the atmosphere toward the real Sun.  We see a smile on Carlos’s face.

 

Page 15

Carlos is in his ship, strapping in.  We see him at the controls, preparing for take off.  The ship lifts off

 

Page 16

Carlos’s ship is drifting towards the sun.

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pictures and videos
i love taking photos and sharing them on flickr.  i love th idea of taking random videos some day and sharing them on youtube.  the problem with both of those things, however, is that in taking them you end up taking yourself out of the action and out of the moment.  and so, it's an eternal struggle of being a part of the moment, or recording the moment. maybe i'll just hire someone to start taking random picutres for me.
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